What a day, what a day, what a mighty-not-so-good day.

Today has been quite the day, let me tell you. No, nothing terribly bad has happened. It's just one of those days where you get up and you think "today is going to suck." I tried to shake that feeling, but it did not, no matter what I did, go away. So, I thought, well maybe if I do INSANITY, I'll feel better. They always say that working out can help with moods and all of that good stuff.

So, I started INSANITY, and boy, I was not feeling it. My muscles were/are sore from the day before, and Shaun T, you were absolutely and positively kicking my butt today. I don't know what it was, but it was just so difficult. I could not get my body to do what I was supposed to be doing... and it was more than frustrating. I knew I could do it; I did it for two months. I knew it wasn't because I wasn't capable or didn't have the motivation, because I do. Talk about wanting to scream. There's nothing that drives me crazy more than wanting to do something and not being able to do it to the extent that I expect of myself.

Then came the eating challenge. I was starving from the moment I woke up, which I knew couldn't be a good sign because I would want to eat anything in sight. So, I ate a whole wheat bagel with whipped cream cheese, a half a cup of cottage cheese, and a banana. I was full.... for three hours. Then I was hungry again, so I ate a yogurt parfait and an apple. Don't worry, I was hungry an hour later. So, I ate a whole wheat English muffin with peanut butter thinking that it would fill me up more than fruit or vegetables. WRONG. I'm sitting here starving.. again. And yes, you guessed it... my Dad is making one of favorite things for dinner: Chicken Parmesan. Ahhh, this whole eating thing is becoming so daunting. I'm trying to not deprive myself, but I also don't know if it's ok to occasionally eat, in moderation, things such as Chicken Parmesan. I wish I could just have a personal trainer/cook. One can dream, right?

On the bright side, I have a lot of projects to complete this week. I'm going to try to get my jewlery organizer done, organize my education portfolio, put new pictures up in my room, and make three blankets for 3 (2 newborn, one 3 year old) little boys. At least I feel productive.

Ohhh, just so everyone knows.. my new favorite MTV show = Caged. Oh my gosh! It is love! I love southern boys and their accents. It's fantastic. I'm hooked. It documents three amateur MMA fighters in Lousiana and their lives and struggles. Right up my alley. I love it. Don't worry, I'm already following them on Twitter and Facebook. A little obsessed? Maybe. Don't judge. You seriously need to check it out!

Alright, that's all for now.