Failure isn't an option... but today it is.

Here's the problem.. I went out of town, and didn't have time to do INSANITY. Today, I wake up late and my parents want to go out to eat and to the grocery store to get food/needs for when I go back to school. Then, I have work. I don't have time to work out. I should have gotten up earlier.. and my eating habits have sucked. All the healthiness has been thrown out the window for the past three days. Now, I set myself back and am three days behind on INSANITY. I'm failing.

Here's my problems:
1) Because I've already done INSANITY, I'm getting bored with it. (NO BUENO!!!!)
2) I love food, so I'm having such a difficult time getting into the habits of eating healthy.
3) My dad cooks such unhealthy meals; I'm sorry, they're good and I won't be getting them in about 2 days for 4 months.. so I'm going to eat them.
4) I'm losing motivation...

So, could somebody please help me?! I'm desperate to get into shape... but, I guess when I want it bad enough, I'll make myself do it.. Plus, it'll be easier when I'm at school and am in charge of cooking my own meals. Also, my roommate at Suess will help motivate me to do it..

Here's my secrets:
1) I really just want to go back to the gym. (I miss lifting and the treadmill... oh, and the hot boys that are there, ;) )
2) I have a terrible sweet tooth; it's not helping.
3) When I don't see any results... I start to feel defeated.. rather than working harder. (I need to get past that).

I'm starting to drown in a sea of unhealthiness, again.. if anyone wants to save me... please do.